I am NOT kidding

I'm NOT kidding, I NEED a Van, like NOW! I won't even go into the spat hubby and I had today because of our vehicle situation. Let's just say we're both beyond frustration- not with each other, but the vehicle situation. I came home from my appointment walking into the house in uncontrollable tears scaring my mom and baby girl half to death that something bad happened at the appointment when monitoring the baby. I couldn't talk through the tears so they had to wait to hear me say that it was about the lack of needed transportation. I did keep saying everything was okay with the baby, but that's all I could say. Mom was freaking out that something was wrong with me.

My fetal monitoring appointments will be twice per week until I deliver little Johnny and they're scheduled for Mondays and Thursdays through November for now, with the exception of Thanksgiving, obviously.

I keep having faith, and I keep on praying... What more can I do!?