Our new puppy still seems sick. She has me a little worried. She seems to be doing well on potty training, although still some mistakes as well. Buster was so very good about that. I miss him like crazy, like crazy, crazy, crazy!
I got the girls two tetra fish last week and one is already dead. There is a reason I don't like having fish for pets. I never could keep them alive; flowers neither. My young ladies both said a prayer before we flushed "Ruby" down the toilet and they balled their eyes out and even got Johnny crying because they were so worked up over it. Dang. :(
John Stewart is funny! Sorry, I'm watching him right now. Haha.
I ran out of Xanax (and refills left) a while back. I was at the ER a little over a week ago thinking I was having a heart attack. The doc gave me a small script for Ativan which is all gone and now things are worse. My doc won't refill Xanax without an appointment. My lack of being able to calm my anxiety is starting to cause me depression. Go figure.
Maybe I should start taking all the Prozac I've filled and never took? I just didn't want to mix them with the Xanax because I had heard of it causing deadly severe interactions.
I really wish I had some pain meds. My pain is weird and bad. I never know what is going to hurt where or how bad it is going to be or how long it is going to last. It comes in all sorts. Sometimes it comes in waves over a few different areas, sometimes it stabs one spot, sometimes it's dull, sometimes it drags on for a day or more, sometimes it aches, sometimes it jolts, sometimes it tightens, pulls, crushes, pinches, throbs, etc. It's just insane! It's making me mad, crazy mad!
Just talking about it made me need to take a break from posting so I can try to get some relief. I have more to post about too, not all negative either.
Peace be with you! :)
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