Emotional

I'm really emotional today. I've cried a bit this morning. I'm really feeling needy. It's bothering me a lot that I don't have a Van. Now that I am able to see a DR and get the kids DR appointments and all those well needed things that we're behind on, it's eating at me that transportation is an issue. The vehicle we do have my husband needs for work. He travels the city daily for his job, so it's not like I can drop him off at work and go to the appointments I need to. His job consists of appointments around town. At this point, even that vehicle isn't looking like it's going to last much longer. It's even giving us trouble starting up now. Now I have to worry about scheduling appointments, being able to make it to them, etc. He really needs a smaller, compact car with good gas mileage for his job and I need a nice van for the kids. More than anything we need a 2nd a vehicle b/c I have to be able to get to the DR and be able to schedule appointments. I just don't know what we're going to do!