I Could Write a Book!

If only I weren't so lethargic! I can barely keep my head held up at some moments. Today I met a different DR from the high-risk center that admitted me here. He said every single day I am here is a really big deal for the baby, and that approximately every 10 days longer I am baking him could be about one month less that he has to spend in the NICU. -One month sooner we can take him home.

He also went on and on about how everything looks good and under control with me. But then he said that one of my lab results-and they're still waiting on the rest- showed something that insinuates that my blood is clotting. So, he's started me taking one baby aspirin everyday and he said that if the rest of them come back looking like it's a bigger problem then they may start giving me blood thinning injections.

I talked to my mom today. I shouldn't do that, she just stresses me out. My blood pressure has been high every since I talked to her. She started complaining about things, as usual. Then she tells me not to tell my husband. Then she starts yelling at me for always telling my husband everything. I told her if she didn't stop screaming at me I was going to hang up on her. She just called me back just now to tell me that she's not complaining about things and she doesn't want me to think she's a "bitch". LOL Oh boy.

I'm not getting good news here at the hospital and to be honest I'm feeling overwhelmed today. This is so hard.

They've got these goofy things on my legs that fill with air and release and one of them has a small air leak or something, it's not working right.

I'm hot today. Feeling dizzy. Have a headache. Not such a good day.