What Happened?

I met with another DR from the high risk practice. If you read the other blog, you know by now that someone from there stops in every day. She told me that her prediction is that I will not be here very long. She doesn't think they will likely go many more weeks without feeling the need to deliver my baby. Her prediction was this week or next.

I had no visitors yesterday. No personal visitors anyways. My husband felt guilty not to come but I demanded he didn't. I was very crabby, in a bad mood, having a bad headache, etc. I didn't want any company. Plus it's so far to come out here, and expensive for gas too.

My husband is coming to see me for a short while today though. I hope I don't make it miserable for him. I am in such a sour mood lately I don't even want him around because I know I'm just going to say or do something to upset him, lol. Not intentionally, of course. I seem to say that a lot nowadays.

I wish I was in better spirits, but this is just not my ideal situation. This is miserable. My children have a dentist appointment this Thursday. I told them last weekend that they would get to come see me that day, now I don't think they will get to after all. My husband can't even stay with them for their appointment because there is something important at work he has to get to. He is going to take them there and fill out the new insurance information and his Grandmother is going to meet him there and stay with them and then bring them home to my mother. I have to hear second hand if my kids had any cavities or anything else. It sucks. They are going to be really upset if they don't get to see me that day too. Maybe Daddy will have time to bring them to see me before their appointment for a few minutes. It's not too far from here either. I miss my little babies!

My husband also had to cancel my youngest daughter's speech therapy session this week because of work. He hasn't rescheduled the appointment either. I tried to emphasize that my opinion is that she should go at least once per week. Kids need stability. Plus it's hard to make progress with something that is not constant. Sigh.

I just wish I was out there taking care of things.